I have just had a mind blowing experience. One I never expected, one I would have dismissed out of hand.
Jose and I played with Japanese Drip Candles. I have never had hot wax dripped on me before, nor really desired it. I have seen it done at a huge variety of strip shows, and enjoyed watching, but I never expected to be doing it myself!!
Jose and I discussed it after a couple of wines (Oooops), and decided to try it. I lay naked on the couch, and he lit a candle and dripped the wax onto my stomach. I could not believe how good it felt! It burned, but very briefly. And the higher he held the candle, the more it cooled before the wax hit me.
Within seconds (at my encouragement), he was dripping wax onto my breasts and nipples and genitals. I couldn’t get enough!! Fuck me!!! Please…. It was awesome, I loved it.
We moved to the bed, and continued, more wax, licking, touching and teasing. Jose put a burning candle inside me (flame end out!!). It was awesome to feel/see/experience!! Incredible. He also got an ice cube from the freezer, and alternated heating and cooling bits of me. He ended up putting it inside me, and it melted so fast!!
The orgasm I had was mind blowing. My whole body was involved, and it lasted soooo long! It left me a shivering, quaking mess. I highly reccomend it.
A couple of words to the wise… Use a towel or a sheet to catch the wax, it makes a mess. Don’t use scented candles, unless they are specifically designed for this, the essential oils in them often burn hotter than plain wax, so they can burn, the idea is to titillate, not mutilate. Test it on the back of your hand before you move anywhere more sensitive.
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So you’ve decided to enlist leadership-level older adult volunteers to extend your organization’s services. Congratulations!
Now, a quick question: Is your organization ready for this?
Integrating volunteers into staff roles can be a challenge, so the National Council on Aging brought to its sold-out Webinar series a session called “Changing Organizational Culture: Getting Your Nonprofit Ready for Professional and Leadership Volunteers.”
In it, Phil McCallion of the Center for Excellence in Aging Services, School of Social Welfare, SUNY at Albany and Gajtana Simonovski, of the Community Service Society, Retired & Senior Volunteer Program, New York, New York, shared their experiences in integrating the two. Here’s what they had to say.
First, Simonovski debunked the myths of what staff think about high-skill volunteers.
Myth: They will take staff jobs.
Reality: Most are not looking for another job. But they can free staff to do more strategic planning.
Myth: It takes more time than it’s worth to manage and train them.
Reality: Sometimes training takes more time in the beginning, said Simonovski, “but really there’s a big payout at the end, more than you put in.”
Myth: They agency hop, not staying long in one position, and won’t commit to regular hours.
Reality: They want flexibility and variety in their assignments, but are willing to make a commitment.
Myth: They will criticize staff.
Reality: They want to share their expertise and knowledge and enable nonprofits to involve skilled professionals in their planning process. “Rather than be afraid of their expertise, welcome it,” she said.
Phil McCallion thinks of leadership-level volunteers as consultants. He suggested that to get buy-in, be explicit that you are not replacing staff. Instead, convey that they bring experience and can help staff. Simonovski said they held a meeting for staff in the beginning to alleviate fears, and made the business case as to why volunteers would help staff do their jobs. McCallion also recommended doing and sharing a cost-benefits analysis. “If we start to see what the benefit is, absolutely we’ll see more buy-in.”
Taking care of basic logistics is important, too, such as giving them office space, a desk, phone, mailbox, even business cards. Asking volunteers to share desks and computers concurrently rarely works, said McCallion. For the Center for Excellence in Aging Services project, the office space usually reserved for volunteers and interns was reorganized to meet these volunteers’ specific needs. Creating the sense that volunteers had their own space and equipment was an important part of engaging people and making them feel committed, he said. And it signaled to everyone that the volunteers are making an important contribution.
Treating volunteers as staff in other ways is helpful as well, said Simonovski. For example, involve them in regular program planning meetings so that they become part of the team. Share project evaluation reporting with them so that they can see how the program is doing, and how they are doing. Offer professional development training. Correspond regularly through e-mail and phone calls and speak frankly with them, encouraging them to come up with solutions to project challenges.
The key, said McCallion, is building a sense of team, a sense of communication, and a sense that everyone’s opinion is valued.
This shift in thinking changes the traditional relationship between volunteers and staff. Whereas previously the roles were of boss and staff, now it’s a lateral or parallel approach that provides equality, said Simonovski. Instead of supervision, it’s about support. “In many cases, these volunteers have more experience than we do,” she said. As a result, staff members try not to squelch the volunteers’ creativity and experience.
And a leadership-level volunteer is less likely to hold a single position indefinitely. Short-term assignments and flexible long-term assignments are the new way. This change away from a single track makes sense, because “most of our organizations would never permit that for staff,” said McCallion. Volunteers feel invisible within organizations when playing that one role. A parallel approach is a big departure from tradition, and one that volunteers welcome, he said.
These factors feed into culture change, McCallion said.
An organization has to be open to fully involving volunteers to change its culture, he said. In fact, an openness to change is one of the most critical elements of a successful project with leadership volunteers. How else can you achieve change? Commit to using those volunteers to improve the organization. Prepare staff for culture change, ensure that management is open to feedback, and keep communication open.
How might you know when that transformation has taken place? Said McCallion, when there is no difference in terms of how people are seen in the hall.
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Graham adopted the cat from the shelter because it seemed like The Right Thing To Do. Graham did many things in his life because they were The Right Things. He flossed every other day, donated to charity, never drove more than three miles over the speed limit, and gave up his seat to old women on the bus. He did all The Right Things, but he still felt very lonely some days.
And so, the cat. He liked dogs as well, but at a young age, he had affiliated himself with cats. This was more due to his father’s dog allergy than any real preference, but growing up in a household that kept cats, he began to appreciate the low maintenance lifestyles of felines.
Lordy was their first cat. He was perfectly content if you ran your hand down his back and fed him table scraps occasionally. Graham was struck by how much easier cats were to please than people, and he fell in love with the shabby grey tabby.
So he was depressed when Lordy was hit by his neighbour’s truck when he was in the seventh grade. His parents tried to reason with him, remind him that Lordy’s health was already failing. Graham remained convinced that the neighbours had done it on purpose, in retribution for the time Graham accidentally kicked a soccer ball through their bay window. He’d already paid for half of the repair costs! It seemed excessive that Lordy should have to pay for his mistake as well.
Samantha was the replacement cat. She was a white fuzzball, and more demanding than her predecessor. This lead to some false assumptions by Graham about the nature of women going into highschool. Samantha would mewl if you didn’t give her the attention she believed she deserved. She was still alive by the time Graham graduated. Her needy ways had grown on him in those four years, and he found that he missed her female presence in his all-male dorm at university. Samantha would not have tolerated the piles of dirty laundry.
Gemma was a happy medium between the two, a rough-and-tumble female from the mean streets of Chicago. She had street smarts. She also liked honey-dew melon and cantaloupe. He liked her very much, even when she bit him. He started to donate his money to the animal shelter, not just because it was The Right Thing To Do, but because he wanted to.
I was looking thru my Christmas costumes and I only had 1: Mrs. Santa. I thought, “Gee, I did 17 Halloween costumes and that were scary, gory, and devilish. But I am a Christian, and I love.” One can love whether one’s a Christian or not.
And Whites need to Love one another, since the Jews have deliberately not only taught us to “hate” one another, but to fight, kill and war against each other, for their $$$$.
So I thought I would come up with more Xmas costumes. And believe it or not, I came up with 14 more. You see, that is how I have so many costumes for Karaoke, (177). I come up with 5 at a time, or as in Xmas this year 14 more!
I hear all kind of complaints on the radio that the Jews are taking over with colossol Menorrahs with 8 candles, symbolizing the Jewish male’s bloody circumcision and prayers of war. I hear that they are taking God and Christ away from us.
But, other than buying presents and getting together one night, do people really say “I love Christmas.”
I have to admit, I didn’t. I would sing maybe 3 Xmas songs, if that, and want to hurry on to my other songs that I know the crowd has been more brainwashed to appreciate. It isn’t “cool,” to be loving. At least that is what Jewish media has spread.
But, I’m not a Jewish princess or Queen, I’m a loving Christian, or try to be, and always have been. If the Jews hadn’t invaded our country and practically destroyed our race, we Whites would all be loving to each other also.
Well, it reminds me of an autobiographical story. As you know I grew up in White Polish Poverty. The worse that one can imagine. Since Whites were taught to focus only on Blacks and Jews’ suffering, our big family was totaly ignored. We never complained. We never begged even if starving. What made it hard was the people around us had plenty of $$$. They would just say, “Your Mama and Daddy ‘played’ now they have to ‘pay.’ ” I never got angry or mad about the poverty, nor was I ever jealous of other little girl’s fancy clothes, big meals, parents who didn’t fight and try to kill each other.
I remember when I got my first babysitting job for the Polish people upstairs. When I got paid, one would think I would have run to the store to buy myself some candy. Or better yet since I didn’t have shoes or socks, boots or gloves, I might have purchased those in the cold, blustery, windy Chicago winters. But did I do the rational thing? No, I did the insane or crazy thing.
I went and put the $1.00 I earned for babysitting all night in the bank. I had a traumatic experience but I will save that for the end.
There was a bank in South Chicago called Calumet Federal and I started a Christmas Club. You see, I wanted to buy Xmas presents for my poor family who I loved so very very dearly. I wanted to make “them” happy. It is a love so unconditional that one doesn’t think of themselves, only of others.
Well, by December, I went back to the bank and got $13.48! That was like a trillion to the black Obama and their spoiled servants that once used to pick a few buds of cotton for kind and generous White bosses in the South.
I remember buying my Mama a $.15 bottle of Blue Waltz perfume with a gold heart on the top. I thought the fragrance divine. I did most of my shopping at Woolworths dimestore. I bought my Daddy socks or Pall Mall cigarettes. Yes they sold cigarettes to 12 year olds in those days, and it wasn’t long after that I started to smoke just like my Daddy. It took 5 times to quit, but I did before I got pregnant. I spent hte rest on my sisters and brothers. Every last copper penny was spent on them. Nothing for myself.
When Xmas Eve came there were over 100 presents under the tree. Brother Eddie decorated with a few boxes of tinsel and meticulously placed each of the 2,000 strands individually to make a silvery, glistening spectacular sight. (by the way, Hitler was very fond of “silver” and not “gold” from the books I read.)
Well, as I said above, I only made $13.48 and that was because I had to quit. Something very strange happened. It is odd, but after writing the media all my confessions I never wrote this story, because it was so painful.
As you know I wanted to become a holy nun and was in church constantly and praying constantly. I had to pray, Mama and Daddy were going to kill each other in domestic violence and I believe my prayers stopped them short of that act.
I was so naive to the ways of the world, especially since I didn’t have TV.
I had to babysit for 3 children: Lynnette, Bobby and Pamela. The parents would go out late into the night so I would sleep over in their bed until they got home.
Only something very horrible happened to me. I was lying in the bed and I sleep like a log.
I was sleeping on my tummy and I awakened slightly for I felt the back of my pajamas were coming down and by bare butt was exposed. I thought I was dreaming, as I did when the black guy with the gun was in my toolshed recently.
Then before you know it, as I lie on my tummy with bare butt, the little boy, probably only 7 years old, was naked and got on top of me. He rested his little peter between the cheeks of my butt.
You know, this story was so painful, that I didn’t even write the media, I put it on a cassette tape and mailed it to them. And I was screaming and crying and sobbing for I was so very scared. I didn’t know what this was. We never talked of sex and sex was dirty if it was talked about. All I could think of was St. Barbara my patron saint, Virgin and Martyr, which I sometimes feel like today. And instead of being persecuted physically, I get persecuted mentally, which is worse and hurts more, for there is no sympathy only adversity.
I lie there and I froze. I was scared of getting upset and losing my job. In my life, I always blamed “me,” for whatever was going wrong before. So I thought I must have done something wrong.
I was able to pretend like I was still sleeping and slipped away from the little boy.
I never told a word, until I moved to Las Vegas. It was why I was so leerie about being around children or dressing sexy around them. This might not sound like a lot to you, but it was earth shattering. I heard John DeNugent talk about his own experience on the radio, and I could clearly identify with it: But a 7 year old White boy?
Sigh. Needless to say, I quit, and no one knew why. Don’t forget I took a vow of silence practicing to become a nun.
It wasn’t long afterwards that the apartment upstairs went up in flames. My brother and I were home for lunch, and I heard the lady upstairs scream “Anna, Anna.” But, Mama ‘hated’ the woman upstairs for Mama thought that this woman was teaching Daddy about oral sex when he went upstairs to have a few beers with them. So Mama just cursed the woman when I asked Mama for help.
I ran upstairs and my brother ran after me. When I got to the top all I could see in the nearby living room was an entire room blasted with flames so close I could touch and my hair was singed. The smoke was practically unbearable.
At the other exit of the home, stood the lady with only 2 of her children. The 7 year old boy was one. The mother could not get to her baby because of the smoke and flames and I ran to the bedroom. My brother came with and “he” picked up the baby and we ran out together.
I just wanted to finish this story, for two reasons. 1. It was why I only had $13.48 for Xmas presents, as I quit babysitting early after this little boy wanted to perform a sexual anal act. (He didn’t) 2. It was why it was my brother that saved the baby and not me, for my brother took over babysitting when I quit.
All I know that when that house burned down, with it went a lot of perversion. It was said that the 7 year old might have started it. Or the old wiring, since it was an old farm house.
I guess too it is one of the reasons why I think our boys need “intelligent” sex education, by White male instructors, and not by Black school instructors or not learned on the street. This trauma should have never happened. In Hitler’s day, it wouldn’t have. Boys and girls were taught to have normal sex and pro-creative sex to make lots of smart, healthy, spiritually minded with character, White German babies.
In all this time, have we “progressed” with sex. No we have regressed and degenerated with sex. I have been very scarred emotionally.
Well, here I’ll be singing 15 Xmas songs, to try to compete with my 17 devilish Halloween songs. I feel bad because I know I shouldn’t spend $$$ on karaoke costumes that I don’t get paid for. But, I have always sung from my heart whether I got paid or not.
I’m not Jewish; I am a Christian.
And for those of us that want to keep Christmas and the Christ Jesus alive in our hearts, then we have to go out and make this the best Xmas ever. If the Jews dare try to interfere, boycott the hell out of them. And believe me “hell” is in them and they need to be exorcised and get the devils out of them and their Jewish wives and Jew kids.
By the way, when I wrote to you about my suicidal attempt when I was 9, I read about Johnny Depp and he apparently did the same thing:
From Wiki:
Early life
Depp was born in Owensboro, Kentucky, the son of Betty Sue Palmer (née Wells), a waitress, and John Christopher Depp, Sr., a civil engineer.[3] He has one brother, Danny, and two sisters, Christie (now his personal manager) and Debbie. Depp has German, Cherokee (mostly from a great-grandmother), and Irish ancestry.[1][4] According to biographies, the Depp family originated with a French Huguenot, Pierre Deppe or Dieppe, who settled in Virginia around 1700.[5] Depp stated he did not know the origin of his surname and joked about the name translating to “idiot” in German.[6][7] The family moved frequently during Depp’s childhood, and he and his siblings lived in more than 20 different locations, settling in Miramar, Florida, in 1970. In 1978, Depp’s parents divorced. He engaged in self-harm as a child, due to the stress of dealing with family problems and his own insecurity. He has seven or eight scars from practicing self-harm. In a 1993 interview, he explained his self-injury by saying, “My body is a journal in a way. It’s like what sailors used to do, where every tattoo meant something, a specific time in your life when you make a mark on yourself, whether you do it yourself with a knife or with a professional tattoo artist”.
(So you see, my life also has been a “journal.” Even my performances today, are part of my live journal, only instead of paper, I’m in self-made/designed costumes, singing out my feelings and words to a mostly White audience.)
I cry knowing the scars are healed, at least the physical ones.
What if Johnny Depp didn’t talk about it? All I know is that by reading that he went through the same thing, it takes away some of my own pain for none of my sisters or brothers had such severe depression as I had.
I think keeping myself busy with costume-making will keep me more cheerful. I wonder why Jewish kids don’t have to go through this, or do they? After all the Jews called Poland and now America: heaven and paradise.
This posting has been in my draft folder for about a week and I finally have a chance to complete it and post it. My apologies.
The words “It’s Over!” carried through the house! I told her that we should separate! The insecurities and the accusations have finally overflowed! I am not going to live with and be married to someone that doesn’t trust me, doesn’t believe me and I damn sure have no trust or belief in anything she tells me. She says she loves me but yet in the same breath tells me that I am cheating on her and I am not telling her the truth!
I have devoted 14 years to this woman. 2 years of asking her to go out with me. almost 12 years of marriage. Not once did I stray! Not once did I do anything to break any trust or the ability to believe what I say! Yes! I said I think it would be a good idea to separate! Her comeback: “I’m not gonna comeback to you after you go out and have your fun and screw around.” WTF??? In my mind, a separation was a chance for both parties to be away from each other so they could think about things. Life. Marriage. What they wanted. Etc. Apparently I was wrong. Apparently (according to her) it a chance for me to go out a screw around and not feel guilty!
This choice was not one that was easy to be made. This choice was a difficult choice because of my 2 girls (7 and 11). I have always had the interest of my kids at heart. I don’t care what happens to me, as long as they are not hurt or effected. They need to be happy. Although in a time like this, it’s a little harder but all I can do is try to make it easier and listen and talk to them. This is not a easy time for them. It sucked for my brother and I when my parents went through it. I can understand what and how and all the feelings that come along with it. I just want to be there for them!
So my marriage is all but over. She is staying through the holidays and then she is out! She keeps at me about everything! I am starting over too! I am keeping the house that I have been paying for by myself for the past 3 years! I am keeping my car! The only other thing I would argue would be the TV and my PS3. Come on! The kids are already a given!
She can whatever else she wants to take. beds, furniture, etc. She keeps telling me, “This is what you want.” I don’t ever recall uttering the words divorce! My words were separate! She took the next route and then tells me, “I will not be keeping your name, I will go back to my maiden and I am going to be filing bankruptcy I can put the car on there so if anything happens they cannot touch it. My credit sucks, I have nothing but the girls and I will be starting from scratch.”
So what am to come back with? Good Luck?? I dunno. My first marriage, my wife left in the middle of the day after almost 1 year of marriage. She wanted to go back to being a whore! Yes, I was crushed! Yes, I cried for weeks! I eventually got over it and moved on! This marriage is ending after 11 (almost 12) years! Will I be crushed? I don’t think so. I think I am almost ready for it to happen and be over with. It’s not even worth me doing anything else to even try. The trust is gone. The love is gone. The disgust is here. From BOTH sides.
I will keep on. I will be here! I will be happy again!
Hopefully I won’t feel the need to post anymore about this subject. That’s another reason for the title! next will be more uplifting, positive, happy posts!!!!
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Place: Publisher & Year: New York: Simon & Schuster, c1995, 1997
Genre: General fiction, eco-fiction
Series: Hardscrabble Books –fiction of New England published by University Press of New England
ISBN: 9780684826127
Intended audience: Adult
Number of pages: 340
Setting: Central Vermont
Time period: mid 1990s
Plot summary: Scott Winston works as a lawyer for the ski industry in rural Vermont. He is also a member of a family of dowsers – or water witches – (by marriage), who have lived in the area for generations. When a severe drought hits Vermont as a ski resort is trying to expand, Scottie finds himself at the center of an environmental conflict framed as jobs vs. the environment. This would not be a new situation for him except that he and his nine year old daughter, Miranda, have witnessed something so rare that it completely changes his perspective on life.
Appeal factors:
Pacing: Most of the chapters are short and have plenty of breaks between scenes which propel parts of this story quite quickly; in spite of this, I found this book to be a slower read for me.
Characterization: The story is told in first person by Scottie. The most important secondary characters are members of Scott’s family: his wife – Laura, his sister-in-law – Patience, and his daughter – Miranda.
Frame: “Some people say that my wife’s sister is a witch” (p. 3). The story opens with Scott describing his sister-in-law, an active dowser who makes her living by finding what people ask her to seek (usually water). Multiple dichotomies frame this story: magic and science, male and female, conservation and progress.
Story line: An uplifting and heartwarming story with as many twists and turns as the labyrinth planned by one of Patience’s friends for her wedding.
Subject headings:
From PCPL:
Vermont — Fiction.
Dowsers — Fiction
Lawyers — Vermont — Fiction
Ski resorts — Vermont — Fiction
Environmental protection — Vermont – Fiction
From NoveList:
Sibling rivalry
Self-discovery in men
Land development — Environmental aspects
Droughts — Vermont
Dowsers — Vermont
Ski resorts — Vermont
Environmentalists
Resistance to land development
Ecosystem management
Lawyers
Father and daughter
Nine-year-old girls
Sisters
Small town life — Vermont
Vermont
Eco-fiction
Similar authors: Alice Hoffman, Barbara Kingsolver, Jodi Picoult, Anita Shreve
Personal notes: I really enjoyed this story even though it was a slower read for me. I thought the characters were well developed and very believable, especially Scottie. I really enjoyed the ending, since it caught me a bit off guard.
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I owe an apology to everyone that checks out my blog. I’ve been busy taking care of some personal business (as you may have read from my previous blog entry) and I am still dealing with it. All the aspects have been coming into play. Right now, I am taking it step by step, day by day! I am not making any decisions based of my gut, my heart, my head, my feelings or anything! I am taking a look at the entire picture and seeing how everything is coming together or apart.
My biggest concern is the well being of my daughters! No matter what happens! They are going to be a focus! Plain and simple. They may not understand what is going on right now, and they may not like the outcome but, I say this with thier best interests in mind. The hurt and hatred that I feel towards my spousal unit is only towards her! I need to somehow make my kids understand that I am not agry with them. They are not the reason daddy is not talking to mommy! It breaks my heart that they have to go through the same thing that me and my brother had to go through at around the same age.
What to do? I heard an analogy earlier that pretty much put everything into prespective for me and I would like to share it!
When you take a shower and the water is warm / hot, you want to stay in. When the water starts getting cold, you wanna get out!”
That pretty much sumed it up for me and it made alot of sense! We have both stated that neither one of us trust the other one. So when the trust has been destroyed and the lies are becoming apparent, do you call it?? The water has definately gotten cold! There is no turning the dial to get more hot water! It is all gone! The gas has been turned off to the hot water heater!!! Quit??
Or do you stick it out for the kids? I would rather be apart and happy than together and miserable. I think that the kids would see it as a better option once the separation takes place. They will see a happier daddy. They will see a happier mommy! Just not together! That’s the suck part.
So that’s what’s going on! I am not abandoning you! I just have A LOT of things going on right now! I will be posting but I don’t know if it will be an everyday thing! And again, I apologize!!!
Early post today guys, yay! I’m going to continue from my last post on my cuckolding experience that told the story how I fell in love with my teacher.
So things were getting more serious between me and my teacher, with the “L” word now brought into the picture. I had just moved into a house with my cuck, but spent a lot of time visiting and staying with my teacher, he house-sitted for people so it was often in a variety of places. It was fun travelling to the houses he was looking after and having sex in someone elses house.
Over time he treated me to things my cuck hadn’t in years, it was great to be spoiled and made me appreciate my cuck less. Teacher would buy me jewellery and lingerie, which I would come home and wear to show off to my cuck how much I loved what teacher bought me. He would always get a hard cock thinking about the fact that I got it by having sex with another man, let alone that it was with my teacher which added to the excitement, hiding it from everyone.
Often teacher would have business trips in which his accommodation would be paid for, he would take me with him and we stayed at numerous expensive hotels and hotel-apartments. I remember one time I was staying at a hotel(before I had a house) and teacher came over on the way to teach a class and fucked my tight wet pussy hard and fast, pounding me up against the wall. It made me cum so hard, I love a forceful guy who dominates me for his pleasure, it’s such a turn on to feel like a slut sometimes.
The university lounge in the students common room area was also fun to have sex on. I visited teacher at university when the student common area was closed and things got heated. We kissed passionately as we sat on the lounge, I straddled his lap and hitched up my skirt. I wore a short skirt, they are great if you plan to fuck in public places because you get fast and easy access. I buttoned down his pants and pulled his hard cock out of his boxers, pumping it with my hand while playing with my clit with my other hand, his hands busy fondling my breasts. When I was wet enough I slid down onto his cock, taking it into my tight wet pussy and fucked him hard, then he flipped me onto the table in front of us and held me down while he fucked me on it and cummed in my pussy. It was a rush to see people walking past the windows outside while we were having wild sex inside.
CuckyD asked how did my cuckold feel about all this happening? Well, he had told me he wanted to be a cuckold and tried to persuade me into the lifestyle for ages, but I kept refusing because I did not like the idea. Then I decided when the opportunity came up I would just see where things go, with no expecations, that’s still what I’m aiming for. I’m not looking to actively search for bulls, but am open to meeting men and allowing myself to see where things go should opportunities arise. So my cuck was more in favour of letting things happen between us.
Things get even more cuckolding and more exciting next time in the story. Next post, some pictures from my adult nude glamour shoot.
Imi place sa ma uit la situatii in asa fel incit sa le inteleg, nu numai sa le vad. Si cred ca parerea pe care mi-o fac despre ce impresie am in legatura cu comportamentul unor oameni , vine dupa ce cintaresc multe motive.
Ma gindeam la faptul ca fiind copil nu ai nici un fel de control la cum se comporta sau ti se adreseaza adultii din viata ta. Dar cind ajungi la rindul tau adult , ai pretentia sa reusesti sa comunici cu alti oameni intr-o maniera adulta, care sa ia in consideratie minimul necesar de maniere , un comportament de baza de bun simt.
Dar ce te faci ca adult, cind alt adult isi atribuie libertatea de a vorbi in insulte, fara consideratie !?Sau devin violenti si fizic!?
Ma intreb ce urmaresc acesti oameni? Sa intimideze? Sa-si impuna punctul de vedere de sus? De la inaltimea pumnului? Ce control putem avea in asemenea situatii de neimaginat? de neconceput?
Si daca persoana este un politician ? Daca persoana este un reporter? Sau un parlamentar? Sau o cunostinta?
Daca te ia la bataie?..
Vadim Tudor phooa!! Asta-i candidad sa conduca o tara? E isteric. E rasist. E vulgar. Violent. Asa arata un om al culturii?
Becali? Asta-i adult? Locul lui este la BA-LA-MUC!!
..Motivul pentru care inca sint oameni care se incapatineaza sa nu invete nimic, sa nu rafineze nimic in comportament si interactia cu altii este unul simplu; izolarea mentala. Traiesc in propriile conceptii dupa cum ii taie capul sa reactioneze.. Machos patrupede! Locul lor e un pat in ‘casa nr 9′ !
נתחיל שוב; מה שהכי חשוב זה סדר ושיטתיות ואם אין את התכונות האלו צריך לפתח אותם תוך כדי שימוש בתכונות אחרות שיש. ויש תכונות..למשל; למה אתה פה, מה מביא אותך לנסות ללמוד מכשירים שרוב משתמשיהם הרבה יותר צעירים ממך? הנה שעורי הבית לשבוע הבא: להכין רשימה של הסיבות שבגללן באת ללמוד. מה צריך לעשות כדי לכתוב את הרשימה: לפתוח את המחשב? לא, כי הוא תמיד פתוח שם בחדר. למצוא את תוכנת וורד. איך נראה הסמל שלה? W מהמילה WORD. ועכשיו. מה הן שתי דרכי הפעולה לפתוח את וורד?
Exploring your submissive side is something new to you, and despite the submissive longings that you have, you are still a bit unsure as to what to expect. Keep in mind that nothing is usually just as you think it will be. Therefore, not only will you be in store for some pleasant surprises, you will probably encounter some not-so-pleasant surprises as well. After all, you have found a dominant who has the job of stretching your limits and taking you a bit out of your comfort zone.
At the point you have found a dominant, several things should already have been discussed. You should have discussed your likes and dislikes, your fantasies, and your reasons for exploring your submission. You should also have discussed any hard limits that you may have. A hard limit is a limit in which the dominant knows upfront not to try and push you in that particular area. You should also have established a safe word which your dominant knows you will use if you want a scene to immediately stop.
At the point you have found a dominant, you should also have an idea of what kinds of dominant/submissive play he / she is interested in. There are many areas to explore in the lifestyle, and he / she may be interested in a few or in all of them. This is important for you to know in the beginning.
After the ground rules of your dominant/submissive relationship have been established, here are some scenes you will most likely encounter as a submissive:
The blindfold. The blindfold has long been associated with erotica as well as with domination/submission. There are different kinds of blindfolds. Some are thick and cushioned. Some are leather or soft plastic. Some dominants may choose to tie a scarf around your eyes. The purpose of the blindfold is twofold. First of all, removing sight enhances your other senses. Secondly, it adds an element of fear and uncertainty…which is an aphrodisiac.
Bondage. Bondage is a huge part of dominant/submissive play. Submissives enjoy the feeling of being rendered helpless as they are at the mercy of their dominant. The dominant enjoys knowing that he /she is in total control. There are many different kinds of bondage. Your dominant may use ropes, chains, handcuffs, soft wrist and ankle restraints, or spreader bars. In using those items, they may use them in different rooms or places. They may use them on the bed, chain you to the wall or a chair. They may bind your legs, your arms or your breasts. It all depends on how creative they are. *Something your dominant should never do is place you in bondage and leave you alone.This is very unsafe. If something happens and you get sick or need help, nobody will be there to assist you and you will not be able to call for help. If a dominant ever tries to place you in bondage and leave, immediately use your safe word to let them know you want the scene to stop.
Spanking or whipping. Spanking has long been an erotic fantasy of many couples. There are nerve endings in the bottom that make this a huge sexual turn on. It is also a vulnerable position that makes the submissive feel very given to her dominant. What you need to know, as a submissive, is that your dominant will most likely want to take a regular spanking to a more intense level. Some of the implements you may encounter are the hand, flogger, paddle, belt, riding crop, wooden spoon, stick, and the cane. There is also a strong possibility that your dominant will choose to whip or spank areas other than just your bottom. So be prepared.
Kneeling. Plan on kneeling…a lot. When you are in a dominant/submissive relationship, you must remember that you are not an equal to your dominant. They are in control. When you are with them, you will not be considered on the same level. You may find yourself kneeling when they enter a room, when they are relaxing, or having dinner. You may also find yourself kneeling in order to pleasure them.
Sharing. It is common for a dominant to have more than one submissive. Do not go into a dominant/submissive relationship thinking you are the only one in his life. This is an unrealistic expectation. Some dominants have a girl / boyfriend who has no interest in the lifestyle as well as a submissive on the side. Some dominants are into having several submissives. Some dominants want to have play parties where all of the submissives are there together. If this is a strict limit you have, it would bid you well to find out your dominant’s preferences before you get into a relationship with them. You may enter a dominant/submissive relationship as the only submissive in their life, only to find down the road that they want to add another submissive. Be prepared for this.
Some dominants also want to share or watch their submissive with others. This is another area that you need to discuss before entering into a relationship with your dominant. *If you choose to participate in any sharing activities, please remember to always use safe sex.
There is a huge difference in having an occasional submissive fantasy and entering into a submissive lifestyle.
The submissive lifestyle can be very fulfilling if entered into with eyes wide open. Being informed of what may be expected of you is essential before committing to a dominant/submissive relationship.
This is the first of an irregular series of posts. People who know of my interest in domination and submission often write to tell me of their own experiences. Many have said that I can post what they sent. When I do so, I change the names of those involved.
From Cathy:
People probably wonder when they see our family — white husband and wife with two black children. They probably think that we are openminded people who sought diversity in our family and adopted kids of other races. If they only knew!
It all began when Bill invited Leon home for supper one Friday night. Leon worked with Bill at the factory, and I was glad to have him visit. I always enjoyed meeting Bill’s friends and co-workers. I hadn’t seen Leon before. He was a tall, strong black man who almost took my breath away with his masculinity. Bill is a nice guy and great provider, but let’s face it, he is a wimp.
I had fixed a big meal, which Leon seemed to thoroughly enjoy. When we finished eating, I got up and started to clear the table, but Leon said no. He told Bill to clear the table and do the dishes, while he would get to know me better in the den.
We were barely seated on the sofa when Leon began to fondle my breast through my clothes. I started to object, but a stern look from him silenced me. From that point on, Leon was in control!
By the time Bill finished with the dishes and came into the den, Leon had me naked from the waist up. He smiled at Bill and said how he had enjoyed playing with my tits, and now he was going to enjoy my pussy.
He told me to take the rest of my clothes off and kneel on the floor with my arms and head on the sofa. I did so without questioning. I heard his belt buckle and zipper and his pants hitting the floor. Then I felt his cockhead at my pussy. Even wet as I was, I had trouble taking it. It was bigger than anything I had before, even dildos.
As he fucked me, Leon talked to Bill about how good my pussy felt and how I was finally being fucked by a real man. Bill just sat there and watched! Once I looked over and saw a big wet spot on the front of his pants where he had come.
I don’t know how many times I came before Leon unloaded inside me. I had never felt so much cum, hot and thick. When he pulled out, he made Bill come over and lick his cock clean. Then he put his pants back on and said he would see me again next Friday.
From then on, Leon was there every Friday night. About 3 months later, I missed my period. You guessed it. Leon had knocked me up. It had to be him, because he had forbidden Bill to fuck me. Leon said he liked fucking me when my belly got big, and he beamed with pride when our black baby boy was born.
About a year later I had another child by Leon, not quite as dark as the first, but she was still clearly a black baby. He loved to come over to see his kids and fuck their mom. Bill watched and cleaned up when told to.
Leon finally moved away. I missed his Friday night visits, so I started going to black bars. I usually meet a guy and bring him home to fuck in front of Bill.
Being a proud native of San Diego, I always find myself rooting for any athlete , performer or musician that steps out on the world stage to dominate whatever field they compete in.This comes from years of ridicule from associates that disrespect our beautiful city and our sports teams, because they hail from places like New York, Philadelphia , Chicago, and big cities like that, which have a rich tradition of championship sports franchises.
Any athlete from San Diego has my total support, and this weekend Olympic silver medalist Meb Keflezighi represented our city well, and dominated all competition in the New York City marathon.
San Diego High School alumnus Meb Keflezighi,34 ,became the first American man since 1982 to win the prestigious New York City marathon Sunday. Alberto Salazar had been the last American men’s champion, taking three straight titles from 1980-82.
Born in Eritrea, the 34-year-old runner out of San Diego High was second in New York in 2004 and third in 2005. Wearing ‘USA’ on the front of his jersey, Keflezighi won in 2 hours, 9 minutes, 15 seconds.
Meb Keflezighi was wiping away tears after Sunday’s New York City Marathon — for his victory and for his recovery from a 2007 hip injury he feared might end his career.
He was also emotional thinking about Ryan Shay, a friend who collapsed and died at the U.S. Olympic trials in New York two years ago.
When Meb was 10, his family moved to Italy; two years later, the family came to the United States. Keflezighi began running in junior high in San Diego and proceeded to be a standout at UCLA.
“Definitely today wearing that USA jersey got the crowd going,” he said.
He was born in the African nation of Eritrea, growing up in a hut with no electricity. Soldiers would surround his village, looking for males 12 and older to take to war.
Eleven years ago safely settled in America as a refugee, Keflezighi wrote a letter to running champion Alberto Salazar, who was working with Nike. Keflezighi told him that for U.S. distance running to thrive, athletes needed the funding to allow them to train full-time.
That same year, Keflezighi became an American citizen.
Meb took the advice to heart, and continued to excel at the sport in high school and college, and garnered acclaim as well as sponsorship, allowing him to train and compete at a high level nationally and internationally.
San Diego is a military town, and has become a host to refugees from foreign wars as long as I can remeber.I remeber the early 70’s after the fall of Vietnam, our city gained thousands of Vietnamese citizens, and all I know is that I made many life long friends of Vietnamese ancestry, and our city is a better place with their presence.
We always have an open door here in our little border town, and although we are not immune to social issues that plague cities all throughout America, I have noticed in my travels that we are ahead of the rest of the nation in race relations as we benefit from our vast racial diversity, and we all work well together here.
San Diego lives up to the promise as a melting pot society, and we would not have it any other way.We are the future,bigotry and xenophobia is a failed relic that should be banished to our past history…
In San Diego, we have a very large African community, due to war and strife in some of the countries there, as well as Philippines, Persians, and a whole host of immigrants from all around the world from every continent.
It is what we are about here, and I hope the rest of America can catch up to our example here, as we all get along, and effectively live amongst each other, without the vile effects of segregated communities.
Meb Keflezighi is one of the immigrants that settled and thrived here. He is just as much of an American as any descendant of the Pilgrims or Ellis Island immigrant.
The crowd got very excited to see him wearing the USA jersey in the marathon today especially when he crossed the finish line first, and when asked how he felt to wear the United States on his jersey, he said he….”definitely wore it with big honor and pride.”
San Diego, as well as the rest of the United States is very proud of our new Marathon champion, veteran runner Meb Keflezighi!!!….I will see you at the parade when we give him the keys to our town, America’s finest city!!!
For more information on Meb Keflezighi, click on the link below…
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The succulent girls of Ridley High are about to graduate and this lust-filled take-off of a famous book fulfills every youthful fantasy ever dreamed of. Mad crushes on male teachers run rampant as our sweet young things explore their budding sexuality as well as each other’s bodies. So young, so innocent, so tender, these cute little lasses – bedecked in their mid-thigh uniforms – cross AND uncross their virginal legs for their instructors. With shoulder straps that outline their pert, young breasts, teachers struggle to maintain their raging passions. Student – teacher conferences take on a whole new meaning!! HOT!! Written by VCX
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Genres: Fantasy, contemporary fantasy, urban fantasy, dark fantasy, mystery, paranormal
Series: The Dresden Files; 1
ISBN: 9780451457813
Intended audience: Adult
Number of pages: 322
Setting: Chicago, IL and outskirts (Chicagoland)
Time period: 2000
Plot summary: Harry Blackstone Copperfield Dresden is “the only openly practicing wizard in the country” (p. 2). One can find his ad in the Chicago yellow pages. Business has been slow for him; that changes quickly when he gets a call about a missing person and a call from the Chicago Police Department Special Investigations Unit on the same afternoon. Soon, Harry will be much busier than he wants to be trying to find a killer. But there’s no turning back, especially when others start to think that Harry is the one responsible for the magical murders.
Appeal factors:
Pacing: Lots of action and dialog. This is a very fast paced book.
Characterization: The story is told in first person by Harry. While the reader only becomes familiar with Harry, many interesting characters appear in this story, including a crime boss, a faerie, a vampire, and my favorite – Bob, the skull.
Frame: The story is set in the Chicagoland area and much of the action takes place at night. Harry is investigating someone who uses black magic; the frame is quite dark.
Story line: Harry’s personality and associates make this a fun and entertaining read in spite of the grisly killings.
Subject headings:
From PCPL:
Fantasy fiction.
Mystery fiction.
From NoveList:
Wizards
Magic
Magician-detectives
Policewomen
Murder
Missing persons
Men/women relations
Dresden, Harry
Chicago, Illinois
Fantasy fiction, American
Urban fantasy fiction
Similar authors: Ilona Andrews, Patricia Briggs, Laurell K. Hamilton, Kim Harrison, Rob Thurman
Personal notes: With its super fast pace, this was a great book to travel with. I read it in a day – started it in the Tucson airport and finished right before touching down in NY. It kept me engrossed the whole day – including two extra hours in O’Hare. I definitely plan to read more of The Dresden Files. It was interesting being reminded what airports were like prior to 9/11 – there is an airport scene where Harry is able to park his car outside and quickly run in to use a phone.
Other (themes, diversity): Wizards, female detective, faerie, demon, spirit, vampire, organized crime boss
I have a day off!!! I’d like to celebrate this day off by reading like, 5 books. Actually, I get almost 2 full days off work, plus another one right after, so 5 is a very realistic goal at this point.
The first one will definitely be The Rapture of the Deep: Being an Account of the Further Adventures of Jacky Faber, Soldier, Sailor, Mermaid, Spy (Bloody Jack, Book 7) by L.A. Meyer. There are a number of absolutes pertaining to this book:
I absolutely will give it a 5-star rating, even though I’m only about 50 pages into it so far (I kept thinking through books 2, 3, 4, 5, and 6 that this guy couldn’t possibly write the perfect book for me n+1 times in a row, and I was wrong every time, so let’s just end that doubtful equation right here)
I absolutely will re-read it on audio, for the series is always read by the ridiculously clever-sounding Katherine Kellgren, on whom I have an audible crush.
I absolutely have to finish it before the next time I work with Stephanie, who has a photographic memory, is a lightning-fast reader (no, not kidding, you think I’m fast? She finished Rick Riordan’s The Last Olympian in like, 3 hours–it would take me at least 6), and who has been teasing me that if I don’t hurry up and read, she will spoil the heck out of Rapture for me! Stephanie: “Oh, and that time Higgins did *this*?! Classic! Oh, you didn’t read that part yet? Well, too bad, Slowpoke!”
In fact, to save time, let’s just do this:
Rapture of the Deep by L.A. Meyer
In preparation for YABC on the 25th, I will be re-reading The Hunger Games and Catching Fire by Suzanne Collins. Both were 5-star reads for me, but I definitely need a refresher if we’re going to discuss them. See also: Battle Royale by Koushon Takami. I haven’t read it, but my husband got halfway before he was so thoroughly depressed when the story kept killing off the “main” character and replacing him or her with a new one. He still plans to finish it, and I plan to read it someday but it’s not that high up on my TBR list (which is now a disturbing 1176 books long).
The Hunger Games by Suzanne Collins
Catching Fire by Suzanne Collins
I’ll also be reading Retail Hell by Freeman Hall (subtitled How I Sold My Soul to the Store: Confessions of a Tortured Sales Associate). I’ve met Freeman, he’s hilarious and friendly and I know I’m going to love this book too, especially after the retail misery that I just lived through this past week. I’m hoping he’ll also inspire my tell-all bookstore memoir (^_^) just kidding, Borders! I do try to release all of my customer-related frustrations out into the wild so they don’t affect my normally awesome customer service. But sometimes there are those ones you just can’t forget…
My fifth book will be A Certain Slant of Light by Laura Whitcomb. Oh, don’t look at me like that. I’m already halfway through, I just got interrupted by the work shenanigans. And 2 of the 5 books I picked to read are re-reads, so it won’t take me too long to go through them again.
In addition, I’ll be doing some regular posts over the next couple of days. I really fell behind because of the job. I’ve definitely got lots of material for an IMM post, a few bookshelf photos, a Quickie review or two or three, and dare I say, a contest? (*gasp*!)
Some tune-ups due to the blog, too. Man, why do I work so much?
Setting: Bon Temps, Louisiana and Jackson, Mississippi
Time period: Contemporary
Plot summary: When Bill tells Sookie that he will be away for some time on a secret assignment in Seattle, Sookie tries not to get too upset. She does fairly well until someone tries to attack her for reasons unbeknownst to her. Next, Bill’s boss, the vampire Eric, tells Sookie that Bill has been taken captive – possibly by his former vampire lover, Lorena. Sookie isn’t sure whether she wants to rescue Bill or stake him. To do either, she has to find him first and that requires a trip to Jackson, Mississippi.
Appeal factors:
Pacing: The third book in the series continues to be very fast paced – like the first two. Sookie barely has time to catch her breath before encountering some new problem.
Characterization: The series continues to be told by Sookie. Bill does not have as large a role in this story, since he is missing for most of it. Sookie seriously examines her relationship with Bill and a new character, a werewolf named Alcide Herveaux, is introduced.
Frame: The title of the book comes from the werewolf nickname of a vampire bar in Jackson. “It’s for Supes [supernatural beings] and their dates only. No tourists” (p. 62). The title frames the book quite well since most of the characters in this story are Supes.
Story line: While Sookie may have spent most of her life feeling alienated and alone, she is definitely becoming more comfortable with her skills and more at ease with herself.
Similar authors: Charlie Huston, Laurell K. Hamilton, Marjorie Lui, Kim Harrison, Patricia Briggs, Jeaniene Frost, Sherrilyn Kenyon
Personal notes: This is my favorite book in the series so far. I loved the ending! I had a great laugh from it. I’m glad Sookie’s character is growing with the series and I really enjoyed Alcide in this story.
Other (themes, diversity): Diversity – telepath, vampires, shape shifters, werewolves, gay vampires and “fangbangers”
Since the series has grown quite long and complex, the author recommends reading the series in order.
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Where did we leave off? Oh, right. Kate and I had experienced our first evening of frisky, lusting, grinding – and I couldn’t quite gather up the balls to confess to Jack.
Nearly a week passed. I don’t think I breathed the entire time. Kate, myself, and the kids met up at a park and kind-of sort-of talked it out. It was a stomach-knotting mixture of being happy to be together, and yet being totally unsure of each other.
Very reminiscent of being in junior high and having a crush on someone. You notice everything: how close to you they sit, the color of their eyes, their body langauage…you decipher every word looking for clues until they lose meaning altogether.
The following Friday Kate invited us over for dinner in her new place. She’s a fabulous cook, yet I could barely eat. Instead I tried to ease my nerves with wine, which ended up working a little too well.
Late into the evening we retired to the bedroom to watch a ‘movie.’ Jack had wanted to leave earlier, but grew suspicious when I was so insistent on staying. Of course, he was right to be suspicious. Just being around Kate again had me so worked up I couldn’t think straight.
We lay, snuggled in her bed, with myself in the middle. No one watched the movie.
Instead, I made my move (in part to let Kate know I was interested, and in part to let Jack know what was going on. I couldn’t seem to get the words out of my mouth to tell him anything – and so I decided to just show him).
I put my hand on Kate’s knee and traced with one finger up and down her thigh. She responded by taking her finger and tracing from my collar bone down to my clothed nipple.
I giggled a bit – and Jack said, “I can see what you’re doing.” To which I replied, “I know. Good.”
From there Kate and I got more comfortable, and began kissing and rubbing each other’s breasts. She is not a shy person normally, and becomes even less so when turned on.
Jack lay on the edge of the bed, observing. I asked him a few times if he was ok, if “this” was ok…and he would chuckle a bit bewilderedly and say, “don’t let me stop you now.”
Soon Kate and I were both topless and getting a bit frenzied. The heat and desire between us grew so quickly I felt dizzy. She climbed on top of me and straddled me, our legs intertwined, pussies rubbing together through our soft pants.
I couldn’t last any longer, and came in waves as she ground against me. Knowing what had happened she lay back down on the bed next to me, then grabbed my hand and put it between her legs. Even from the outside of her pants I could feel her warm, damp heat.
I stroked her as best I could from there, but soon felt frustrated and slipped my fingers into her waistband and into her panties. She gasped a tiny bit in suprise and pleasure, then moved her hips to meet my hand.
With one finger, and then another, I explored her hot wetness. I was amazed at the feeling, and suddenly thought, “so this is what guys can’t get enough of…now I’m starting to understand!”
I spent a few moments circling her clit with my fingers, but could tell she was aching to get off. I slipped two fingers inside of her and stroked, while pressing against her clit with the palm of my hand.
I wasn’t at all sure that I knew what I was doing, but my instincts proved to be good when she came moments later.
Suddenly I became aware once again that we were not alone in the bed. I turned to Jack, who had a hell of a smirk on his face, and asked if he wanted to have some fun with me. He tried to politely refuse (I guess thinking that having sex in front of Kate would be weird – but really, what kind of social graces does a situation such as this call for anyway?), but soon was coaxed into slipping off his pants.
Already hard as a rock from the show we’d only slightly intentionally put on, Jack was ready to go. He stood me up, stripped down my pants and underwear, and tossed me back onto the bed.
I laughed, then turned to Kate, and asked her if this was ok with her. She answered with a bit of a smile and a sincere, “Yes.” We began kissing and playing with each other’s tits again, while Jack climbed in behind me.
I maneuvered myself so I was on my hands and knees on top of Kate, and Jack came around behind me. He pressed the head of his cock onto my pussy, which was still so wet. He thrust into me slowly and smoothly as my muscles tightened around his shaft.
His pace quickened, and I began to feel the workings of another orgasm coming. Kate sucked on my nipple and reached down with one hand to rub my clit and Jack continued to fuck me at a strong, steady pace.
All of the stimulation at once was too much for me to last, and I began to cum. As often happens between us, my spasming muscles tipped Jack over the edge and he came as well, letting out a gutteral groan of pleasure.
We rested for a few minutes, then dressed again and said some awkward but happy good-bye’s. I was relieved to have Jack know my secret, and in some sense of the word, have given us his blessing. Ha!
Finally a small eensy weensy chance to sit down and blog. I spent the night at Sara’s last night, and it was really great to sit down and have girly chats. We had the opportunity to sit down, get some things off our chests. Sometimes it’s so hard for us to have our own chats with eachother. Often times we find ourselves trying to have conversations muffled by the boys chatting about trucks/cars/mechanic stuff. All of that seems to take priority over her and I having our own time together, whether it’s to hang out and do things our boys won’t do with us, or just sit down and vent.
This week has been full of working like crazy, and my boss and I are at odds with eachother at the moment. I spent all of last Sunday working 13 hours and cleaning up her mess, and I apparently had to come in and “fix it all” the next day because she wouldnt do it herself. It got so bad with how she was treating me all of Monday that multiple customers phoned in and complained. I’ve had a couple job interviews at this laser clinic, and when I come back from BC they want me to come in for a couple paid shifts so they can decide whether or not they like me. Cowboy’s work is also hiring for front end stuff, and I’m expecting to hear back from his boss for an interview soon. The quicker I get out of my current job, the better. I’m really unhappy where I am, and working late means I often miss out on seeing Cowboy for any length of time.
I fly out to BC on Tuesday afternoon, and I’m so excited it’s not even funny. This last week has whizzed by so quickly due to my work that it’s helped the time pass. All of a sudden I have laundry to do and bags to pack and gifts to remember, and it gets a little hectic. My mom is down in Portland, she went on thursday to some huge quilt show/expo there, and she was so excited about it. She’ll be getting back to her place late this evening, and then I’ll be showing up on Tuesday. It’s funny, because her and I never realized how much we missed and loved eachother until I moved away. We were chatting on the phone the other day, and she said a couple things to me. First of which was “I keep finding all these awesome clothes you would love. We’ll have to take you shopping when you get here”. In all my life, my mother has NEVER said that to me. It was really weird, and took me aback. I’ve always heard other moms say things like that to their kids, but never mine. Granted, we were on welfare most of my childhood, so that accounts for it, but it still was weird to me. Secondly, we were chatting about how all I wanted for Christmas was practical things. Like cookbooks or a frying pan. Things for the house- domestic things. She tells me “Whoah, you’re finally an adult. You get it”. That tugged on my heart a little bit. Since getting clean and better, getting my life on track, it’s taken almost 3 years for her to finally forgive me a little bit and realize that I HAVE gotten my life back on track. She thought me moving away with Cowboy was impulsive. Now that we`ve been together for almost a year, she seems to be realizing that what I did was the right thing. Despite me moving away and leaving her, my relationship with her is better for it. I cant wait to see her.
Im on a vampire roll! J.R. Wards series about the Black Dagger Brotherhood is my latest read. I’ve read the first half of the series before, in Norwegian. They’ve just hit the bookstores in English, and I bought them at once.
The story is set in an alternative to our world, in Caldwell US, somewhere outside New York. They have an enemy called The lessening society. The lessers are undead, former humans who’s got their heart taken out by the Omega, an evil entity. The war between the vampires and lessers happens in the shadows; humans do not know of either race.
The series follows the members of The Black Dagger Brotherhood. Each book is about a different Brother. The Brothers are stronger, bigger and better than normal vampires; they are soldiers and it’s they who fight the lessers. Each brother has their own dark past and story. Of course, romance is the key, and each book has a female involved…
Although there is a different main character in each book, it’s also main plot; the war against the lessers. The story is always told in third person, and jumps between different Brothers and also lessers. This gives the storytelling depth and makes it more interessting.
The books are:
Dark Lover
Lover eternal
Lover awakened
Lover revealed
Lover unbound
Lover enshrined
Lover avenged
I haven’t found the last two books yet, and Im dying to read them.
This series is a must-read. It has amazing characters, the Brothers with all their dark secrets, and some great sidecharacters. The plot, with the lessers, is new and refreshing, a different take on the modern vampire. The social classes within the vampire society (with the Glymera, the Brothers, the Doggen and so on) and the Scribe Virgin is original and interessting. I wasn’t too impressed by the language in the Norwegian version, but in English it’s good. Simple, but full of depth thanks to the vampire language the author has made up. It makes it authentic. Even though every book follow the same pattern (male meets female, male has dark past making relationship difficult, battles with lessers, big dramatic action towards the end), it doesn’t get boring, because each of the Brothers are unique and captivating. I highly recommend these books. But beware, these are for an adult audience, there are explicit sexual content and detailed violence.
J.R. Ward has started a new series, about Fallen Angels. The first book is released now in September, I can’t wait to get my hands on it!
Recommended for:
Gender: Females
Age: Adults
Similar reads: Nora Roberts’ books with more fantasy-ish plots
Just a quick post to say Welcome to my place, this is where i will be me, i will say what i think and feel and i will give MY opinion on things that affect me.
This will be the place where my thoughts and feelings will be the only ones that matter, my views of this life i lead will be the only view point shown, this is to be my sanctuary where i am free to think – feel and be myself
Rita Hess, local full-time professional writer and editor, will present a free workshop titled “Taking Your Manuscript from Trash to Treasure” in the Great Plains Room at the Enid Public Library on Saturday, September 19, from 2:00 p.m. to 4:00 p.m. Published and unpublished writers in all genres are encouraged to attend as she shares what she looks for when editing manuscripts.
Hess began writing professionally 10 years ago after attending a similar workshop at the library and feels the upcoming presentation brings her career full circle. “That workshop dramatically altered the course of my life,” she says, “and this is my way of giving back.”
After several years working freelance and a three-year stint as a technical writer, Hess returned to freelance status in 2006. Since then, she has edited 10 full-length novels for a Chicago-based client in addition to writing and editing for the U.S. Air Force, National Highway Traffic Safety Administration, Department of the Interior, Veterans Affairs, and other federal government agencies.
For more information about the workshop, please contact the Public Library of Enid & Garfield County at 234-6313, or visit us online: www.enid.org/library.
Hello … Blossom was set to adult by yesterday which means that you need to age verify to still have access to the forest – Jaded Wings is still set to mature and open to the unverified public as well. Some people were asking on how to age verify, thats why I’m providing you the direct link to Linden Labs here:
Please find below a few answers on the most asked questions, taken from yesterdays group chat session.
Q: Why wasBlossom set do Adult?
A: Elven Forest has pose balls in it that allow what linden labs define adult activities..the only way elven could remain under the mature rating now is by removing them all and forbidding public nudity anywhere within elven … they are very hidden but still accessible for everyone and due to that afford setting the place to adult due to Linden Labs Adult policy. I dont like it either but dont know how to get around it without loosing half of the content here … I’m really sorry for that …. but please blame the Lindens … it really wasnt my decision. But if the sim owners do not comply with linden labs wishes they will have their sims shut down. Just remember it is not that you are not welcome here, just that LL wont let you come unless you are age verified.
Q: how do I get age verification?
A: see link above – Linden labs require a verification through either a credit card or their aristole verification system. Payment info on file or registration with xstreetsl should also work as age verification method. If you register your credit card with linden labs either directly or use xstreet aristole can be avoided – or you can use a paypal acount through the xstreet online shopping.
Q: so.. why did they set it adult now and not a month ago?
A: Until September 15th setting to adult was only enforced on mainland (Zindra) and was optional on private estates. But as of today every region in Second Life that qualifies under the adult policy needs to set to adult. This day has been comming for months there were posts and post on the community boards..there was an automated warning each time people arrived at Blossom … sim owners and shop owners don’t want to loose people..but linden labs have taken these steps for legal reasons … I waited as long as it was allowed by the Lindens, giving people several months of time to age verify.
Q: Jaded wings is adult too?
A: No, Jaded is remaining mature. I did built Jaded Wings for those who be able to access Blossom anymore … so you can still come here and meet with all your friends from the forest … Jaded wings will stay mature … and I am happily willing to pay the extra tier just to make a part of the forest still accessible for everyone …
Thank you all for understanding and your constant support … I yesterday noticed again that Elven Forest has some of SLs most wonderful communities and am really happy to be a part of that - Voy